Holla!! I am back! Sorry for being silent and disappear in a long time. Actually, I got a lot of family problems that I should settle down by my own. A lot of backstabber, betrayal and more. Now, I be like before who is holding up a quote that is...
Since of the sports day, Sayra and Balqis being too close to Nena. They being too close till they forget me. They eat, tell joke together and always leave me alone. It is a big lie when you told to me that you are not jealous if your best friend leave you for others and one day, I had a fight with Sayra then she ask for forgiveness and I forgive her. Then, a few days later she still being the same. She leave me and close to Nena. One night, I am can restrain my anger and Sayra ask me reason. Then I told her everything I told her that I am tired for being her doll. Then she was crying and ask forgiveness from me and I forgive her. Then one day I report to the warden about Nena always sleeping in my dorm. Then warden mad Nena. I do that because I don't want Nena being close to Sayra anymore because I don't want anyone confiscate my friends from me. Then a few days later, I told Tehah about that and without my knowledge Tehah told my dormmate and they were really mad me till they ignore me and insinuate me. Start from that they I make my own way and ignore them. At first Fara told Tehah that she don't want to sit in the bas together with me and she want to sit with Tehah. She told to Tehah in front of me Tehah were very excited. Then, day by day passing away and they start to being nice to me but I still with my own head and ignore them. I just talk to them when I feel it is an important thing. Then one day ( a few days before return home), Fara ask me " Faten you gonna sit with who in the bus?"
and I said that I gonna sit with Sarawahida then suddenly she told me that she want to talk with me I just felt annoyed. Then I insinuate her by talking " Oh really? I thought you want to sit with your best friend, Tehah"
Suddenly she silent. Then she gave a reason that she feel more comfortable with me. Then I just ignore her. Then she ask that I gonna hangout with whom in the mall when I arrive in Ipoh and I just say that I gonna hangouts with my ex boyfriend and she said that she want to join me. So I just ignore them. Then on the return home day, without feel ashamed she sat next to me. I just like "Nahhhhhh!"
Then when arrived, I met my ex and he want to treat me karaoke and of course Fara was joining us. Actually, my ex feel annoyed to her when I told to him the truth. But he just treat her because he felt guilty if he let her alone. So we were karaoke. Actually what I feel, all of dormmate is they just be kind to me just for a reason and they don't be nice to me without reasons.. So should I trust them? So I think I just should ignore them and yes, I ignoring them. Why? because I feel tired to be used by others.
'BE WHO YOU WANT TO BE, AND NOT BE WHO OTHERS WANT YOU TO BE."I feel better now. I just be my self and I don't take any part if my haters want to judge me. Actually, I had being betrayal with my own roommate. Who told everything (I gonna tell you later) to another of my roommate and they were mad and they started to ignore me and none of they talking to me. So I am determined and starting from that tragedy I just treat my roommate as a stranger ( not being really nice to them like before which I shared all of my foods to them).
Since of the sports day, Sayra and Balqis being too close to Nena. They being too close till they forget me. They eat, tell joke together and always leave me alone. It is a big lie when you told to me that you are not jealous if your best friend leave you for others and one day, I had a fight with Sayra then she ask for forgiveness and I forgive her. Then, a few days later she still being the same. She leave me and close to Nena. One night, I am can restrain my anger and Sayra ask me reason. Then I told her everything I told her that I am tired for being her doll. Then she was crying and ask forgiveness from me and I forgive her. Then one day I report to the warden about Nena always sleeping in my dorm. Then warden mad Nena. I do that because I don't want Nena being close to Sayra anymore because I don't want anyone confiscate my friends from me. Then a few days later, I told Tehah about that and without my knowledge Tehah told my dormmate and they were really mad me till they ignore me and insinuate me. Start from that they I make my own way and ignore them. At first Fara told Tehah that she don't want to sit in the bas together with me and she want to sit with Tehah. She told to Tehah in front of me Tehah were very excited. Then, day by day passing away and they start to being nice to me but I still with my own head and ignore them. I just talk to them when I feel it is an important thing. Then one day ( a few days before return home), Fara ask me " Faten you gonna sit with who in the bus?"
and I said that I gonna sit with Sarawahida then suddenly she told me that she want to talk with me I just felt annoyed. Then I insinuate her by talking " Oh really? I thought you want to sit with your best friend, Tehah"
Suddenly she silent. Then she gave a reason that she feel more comfortable with me. Then I just ignore her. Then she ask that I gonna hangout with whom in the mall when I arrive in Ipoh and I just say that I gonna hangouts with my ex boyfriend and she said that she want to join me. So I just ignore them. Then on the return home day, without feel ashamed she sat next to me. I just like "Nahhhhhh!"
Then when arrived, I met my ex and he want to treat me karaoke and of course Fara was joining us. Actually, my ex feel annoyed to her when I told to him the truth. But he just treat her because he felt guilty if he let her alone. So we were karaoke. Actually what I feel, all of dormmate is they just be kind to me just for a reason and they don't be nice to me without reasons.. So should I trust them? So I think I just should ignore them and yes, I ignoring them. Why? because I feel tired to be used by others.
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