Support to who want to change!

Holla! I am back! Do you know? There is a black tragedy happen to me and everyone bash me.. Including teachers! I thought that teachers gonna help me to change but teachers make me feel worst. I can't shared that tragedy with all of my loyal readers.. I am sorry! Let only my family, teachers and some of my friends know about this! I don't want to be proud, but I am the best students in my batch and a lot of teachers are so shock when they knew about it. Okay, I just want to shared what had happened to me just now. Chatty and I went to the book shop at our school. Then, I wanted to print a cover of my assignments. Then, when I had pay, a teacher (woman) was whisper to an other teacher (man) and that teacher (man) was shouting while pointing to me and speak my name. My friend and I were so shocked. and I asked why then suddenly I remember that black tragedy and quickly I go from there. I just wonder, why that teacher should talk about that? I knew that I am wrong! I knew it's my fault! But why that teacher still want to say about that? I knew that I wrong and I am in a process to changed and that teacher bash me like that! How could I change? They just make everything getting worst! I want to change to a better person and they still talk about the old me? They should support me to change! They shouldn't talk about that anymore! Even my parents stop talking about that, but they?? That teacher had married! She should understand what I mean and not judging me like that even I am wrong! I knew I have stepped on the wrong side! Everyone have their own dark side! We should talk about that anymore! Let the dark side be dark! Don't because of us, the dark side become bigger! Seriously! I just can't accept this! This is really hurting me! I know that I am wrong! But they should support and help me to change! Not bash me till I get down and still don't move! Seriously! I respect to the rest teachers who shut they mouth like Mr. Ashri, Mr. Praba, Mrs. Khuzaifah, Mr. Nizam, Mrs. Salbiah. They really support me.. But that teacher??? Really make me mad! I don't want to say anything cause I just scared what I said gonna be true. I just scared about that!